• Confusion

    Bleed It Out

    “Losing, quitting, or even dying is not an option”. That’s the revelation I have arrived at after contemplating an exit plan for the most current dilemma I have found myself in. The only way to get out of this mess is by winning. When was dying  eliminated as an outcome? It could happen to anyone, yet I am not allowed to choose it as a path. Quitting seemed like a good choice, once you’re in it, you can’t quit. Then what about losing? Well this is not a game; there is no losing. You’d think, “then under what situation would you win”?  Actually, there’s no winning either. The only choice is to live it out. But I’m bleeding. I want to die but I cannot. I want to quit but I cannot. What the fuck? I don’t want to live anymore… 

  • Tech

    Mac OS X 10.5 Leopard is Here!

    So, I’ve installed Mac OS X 10.5 on my MacBook Pro.  … so far, no problems.  And the 300 new features? Un-necessary but fun. If I were less organized, I would probably appreciate these new features more.